It’s late, I’m tired and to be perfectly honest – I’m f*cking sick of having to be what seems like the only voice of reason, sense and dignity in a vile and pathetic sector of systematic health care abuse which isn’t just rife, but is what can only be disturbingly referred to as the ‘norm’ here in Greece and Europe.
Quite frankly after all the horsesh*t I’ve had to endure trying to do some good for once, it’s not worth it. If your affected by any of the content on the afore mentioned post, or content on the site then feel free to contact someone who cares but rest assured, as of now, that person isn’t me anymore.
I’ve done my bit, I rest easy and know deep down that I tried and did what mattered and in many ways, was more than enough, but when no one else cares, including those who claim to be involved in this farce then good luck with it. Quite frankly my dear, you can go f*ck yerself with it.
It seems like if you haven’t got a ‘Mickey Mouse’ NGO (Non Government Organisation) scamming money from the state and people, (like you and me), then you’re a nobody and no one gives a damn.
Between the Bankers, the Politicians and all the other wankers robbing from the state, those in Government run NGO’s seem to be mopping up what’s left and having stumbled onto what appears to be the largest scam ever, have just had enough. It’s not like we’ve lost all our money as a Nation, it’s just the greedy f*cktards who lied to us all have it and as they watch us all get screwed and from what I’ve seen as well, too many people can’t be arsed.
Everyone wants a cure, things to get better and life to be good, but when given a chance to help and make it better, what do people do? Jack Sh*t.
The long and short of the subject matter can be found here and in many other posts online within this blog, but you should get the jist of it anyway, regardless.
So, this comes after yet another pathetic attempt to conceal the truth by another affiliated website which has the usual pretentious bullsh*t peppered over it’s pages in a poor attempt to give it’s owners an illusion of grandeur as they also live out the lie of appearing to care as so many do in this sector.
I can at least respect Organised crime, it’s crime, and it’s organised. In many ways, it does exactly what it says on the tin however this whole psuedo-health sector which lives out a lie day after day pretending to care is quite something else, and in all honesty, the most shocking and appalling aspect of society to which I have ever known.
I’ve been trying to raise awareness and help for over four years now, admittedly it’s not always been by choice, not by affiliation or by need, and neither by necessity or particularly caring for however maybe for once, just once in my life I may have tried to have done something good despite it being a complete waste of time. Either way, I tried.
I never guessed there’d be a stigma attached to trying to do something good in life but trying to do anything positive for HIV/Aids without either being gay or having Aids seems to be more of a curse than a benefit, and is often something that people seem to resent you for when they try and talk to you about it.
It’s not a slur on the cause or the diseaseillness (whatever the Politically acceptable term is these days) nor anything that I wouldn’t have done for any other cause had the circumstances arisen, however when I came to Greece initially I ended up working for ACTUP ΔΡΑΣΕ HELLAS and felt obliged to do something once we discovered the horrors of what had gone on there.
Now, despite my best efforts have had to concur that this sector of medical healthcare is just beyond help. If it were an animal, you’d take it out back and put a few bullets through it’s skull to put it out of it’s misery. It’s not an animal, sadly, and is in need of much more than a few bullets putting in it’s head.
Having done all I can, having contacted the leading bodies on this both here and abroad as well as affiliated Health Agencies, Health Organisations and Government sectors (CDC’s) accordingly, can only surmise that in part, HIV & Aids is just a lucrative money laundering market whereby NGO’s, the Health Sector, EU Funding and Global forces just allow whoever the f*ck they want to do what they please. No, seriously.
You could get a retarded Baboon to do a better job and act more responsibly than most of the people involved on a Governmental level and if you spread the net Internationally the other ‘responsible’ bodies involved say and do f*ck all too.
The ones you contact by and large do one of two things – (I know, as previously mentioned, four years experience has taught me this) :
1 – They do F*CK ALL.
2 – They do F*CK ALL.
The majority of people within this sector seem reluctant to do anything themselves (I’m guessing) because they don’t want people to have a spotlight shining on the way they do things themselves, and the rest all seem to cover for each other whenever required and would sooner support or allow corruption to continue rather than ‘help’ those in need and being lied to, deceived by people who clearly are in this sector for one reason only. Easy money.
In fairness, it’s a great Idea, I can’t fault it in many ways. Set up an NGO, pretend to care and feed people the bullsh*t they need to hear to gain access to EU, state and private funding, this obviously is made better by choosing to illegally pretend to be Doctors, run bogus phone lines and dodgy projects whilst you cash in on money this sector desperately needs. F*cking genius really.
I would like to add that it’s not the way this whole sector works, there are a few good Organisations out there and I for one wouldn’t like to say that they’re all vacuous empty self important pretenders not decent enough to help a sector of people who GENUINELY need help, but in four years of of trying to find one, I gave up.
The pretence is in saying you support an ACTUP or WHO (World Health Organisation), or UNAids. Posting a picture of yourself on facebook with a cheesy grin and your tits or arse hanging out seems to be the norm these days, adding a little ribbon once a year and going to Rainbow concerts in a vague attempt to be seen to give a sh*t about something that probably doesn’t affect you anyway.
Most people don’t really give a sh*t about HIV/Aids, it’s just another ‘worthy cause’ in a long line of other ‘worthy causes’ that maybe once, twice a year rolls into town with it’s ‘socially correct’ band wagon and you have to hop on, just like everybody else.
We all do it, ‘Save the Planet’, ‘Save the Whale’, but who’s actually going to go and try and save a Whale? Not you, fact. We’d just look bad not saying we would if we could and someone gave us a picture or a badge to stuff in other peoples faces.
“Check me out, I’m SAVING F*CKING WHALES, it says so, so I am”.
Meanwhile, this sector of society and health care seems to revel in being a problem of it’s own making. You try and help them and what do they do, F*CK ALL.
Responses have ranged from one member of the New York ACTUP telling me to ‘go f*ck myself’ to numerous NGO‘s not even recognising the fact that people illegally pretending to be Doctors is a problem.
Excuse me you f*ckwit? Which part of ‘if you don’t understand it as being a problem, you’re clearly too f*cking stupid to help anyway, or you’re probably as f*cking bad yourself anyway not to see that it’s a problem!
The general concensus seems to be just ignore it and hope we don’t get involved, after all, working with potential criminals and allowing people to behave in this manner is perfectly acceptable in our sector of health isn’t it?
Maybe I’m at fault for hoping that these people having a sense of decency, value and worth. Maybe expectations like these are outdated in an environment whereby people will openly allow common theft, systematic abuse of trust and resources to be squandered by those seeking vanity and their 15 minutes of fame over care.
All I read about ‘constantly’ online and in the news is the same bullsh*t cries from the same people, and organisations crying out for more funding, better health care and more resources and yet they all sit back and allow people to steal the money, breach confidentiality and abuse their trust whilst they squander the precious few resources they do get away.
Do they help regulate and prevent corruption of their own sector?
- No, yet they want YOUR money.
Do they provide trust for those who seek to help and volunteer for the cause of their own freewill?
- No, they rob and devalue the name of the cause and the few genuine people who are trying to make a difference.
And do they even fake interest in the well being of their own sector when you approach them?
- No, do they f*ck.
Four years of my life trying to help make a difference and one year working for the cause of a bunch of c*nts who lied, stole and abused the name of an Illness for their own gain, and still do.
Welcome to the World of HIV/Aids.
Be my guest and try to do something yourself, but if you don’t I don’t want to hear your petty whining about funding, corruption of the state of the World when you clearly can’t be bothered to do something yourself.
Reality check people, everyone needs to look in the mirror and man up because the future seems to have us heading for a spineless and gutless utopia whereby as a society we won’t even be bothered to help ourselves.
I apologise to those who do, like myself care and try to help within this sector and those who aren’t all bad, like those highlighted, however if it now comes across as though four years has shown me nothing but the petty minded, resentful hypocrites, ignorant and arrogant of so many working in this field, people who only recognise the cause as a means to be self important and gain access to funding, responsibility and resources to abuse those who seek genuine help, then that’ll be the reason as it is.
When this problem is run and set up by the state – It’s more than just a problem. When it’s endorsed and allowed Worldwide, it’s a f*cking sham and a pathetic sick joke on a sector of society that deserve some respect.
If it’s isn’t bad enough that these people need medication they can ill afford, have Government employee’s illegally pretending to be Doctor’s and running halfwit NGO’s involved in EU projects overseen by the HIV/Aids community which look on. . .
* Some pictures of unknown origin (Gorilla on Phone, Save the Whale, WHO), credit to respective owners where due.